"Nothing has changed after all."
(Source: leilockheart)
(Source: leilockheart, via leilockheart)
a belated anniversary post!
a year ago, I fell in love with the most unexpected person. he’s not the typical romantic or even touchy feely guy. he isn’t the one who likes to open up about how he feels and is a secretive person. I was a mess when we were becoming closer. he accepted my mess and I’ve never felt so loved before. i love everything about this man. the way he smiles, the way he holds my hand, the way he just looks at me, the way he is when he wants attention. as cliche as it sounds, he’s my everything. :) x
happy anniversary, love.
those sad days
I wonder why I always get sad instead of angry. like I’d rather be fuming mad at people instead of feeling pathetic. I’m really a pathetic person. what kind of person breaks into tears for no apparent reason? for a person who likes to know what other people feel and that everyone should always be expressive with how they feel, I sure am a mess.
passing thoughts
with each passing day, the distance between us doesn’t even seem to be a barrier that we must struggle with. it’s the commitment that both of us put in to make this relationship work. we are against the odds and people will want to drive us apart with their advices and opinions. really, at the end of the day, it’s not about how successful or how much money a person makes, it’s how happy we make each other. isn’t a relationship supposed to be about love and friendship? trust and hopes? shared lives and laughters? when did love succumb to the society’s money minded ways? when did love become money?
you see, it’s not the world that’s fucked up. it’s the people living in it. it’s the fear of not being able to live up to other people’s expectations that makes everyone so afraid of making mistakes. we are not perfect. mistakes are made to learn from it, not to be condemned by others because you made a mistake. really, why is it that one cannot live a life where they are not judged by others? isn’t God the only one that’s supposed to judge us?
I believe human beings are more afraid of each other than God himself. they think that others opinion and expectations matters more but honestly, who are you living for? why are you living for? what are you so afraid of?
in your opinion, I may be the most delusional and naive person ever but the happiest people are the most ignorant ones.
(Source: shehlovee)
"Every girl needs a man. You know, the kind that’ll treat you right. The kind that has enough respect for you & is willing to change, just to be with you. The kind that searches for you with all his heart & that can be trusted in a room full of beautiful girls. Every girl needs a man who won’t cheat on her because he knows she’s got all that he wants & needs already. He would be willing to be your friend & your lover & won’t mind calling you early in the morning just to say good morning or late at night to say good night; maybe even sing you a good morning song & tell you a bedtime story or talk to you until you fall asleep. This guy will be the kind that’ll do anything for you, even if it’s to just go to the store & buy you your favorite kind of candy. He would defend & fight for you & wouldn’t bail on you for his friends when you need him most. The kind that won’t leave you lonely & wondering; the one that calls you surprisingly, even if he’s out with his friend, to just tell you that he loves & misses you a lot. The kind that isn’t afraid to smile to his friends every time you’re around & tell them, “She’s the one”. The kind that appreciates you for the things you do for him, even if they’re little. The ones that actually thank you for the little love notes you leave him, waits for you when you’re falling behind, & opens doors for you. Every girl needs a man who will take you out on dates once in awhile & buys you flowers just because it’s a Wednesday. The kind of guy that notices your hair when you just got it cut or done beautifully for him. He would remind you that he loves you & that he’s happy to be with you, just in case you forget. The kind that just doesn’t want kisses & hugs, but to actually be loved & to love. You deserve a guy that will call you beautiful instead of hot, who kisses your forehead when you’re down, tells you to be strong & to not cry, & when you do cry, he’d cry with you when times are hard. Those kinds that will go through thick & thin with & for you. Those kinds that just loves you for who you are & not for who you aren’t; loves you because you’re his little brat & he’s your teddy bear."
— (via shehlovee)
